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    Monday, January 31, 2005

    halo.. 2dae went 2 schol quite late lo.. was slackin in bed ma.. hahax.. tired... lol.. kk.. den went 4 assembly.. haix.. veri tired.. lol.. had chem 4 da 1st period.. was copyin notex... guai hor.. lolx.. den social studies... hahax.. veri funni.. peiyu quarrelled wit ansar.. den dey shout here shout dere.. den we c show.. lol.. so funni lo.. hahax.. kk.. den pe.. hmmmx.. ran da beep test ya.. so tiring.. yaqi n mi r da onli galx survivorx.. hahax.. but mi stop at stage 9 n a half.. cos i tink yaqi veri tired le.. hahax.. den we sae we stopped 2gether ma.. steady. yupx.. hahax... clifford ran til level 12.. so pro hor.. kk.. actually hor.. mi run til level 4 jiu cant make it le.. veri tired.. lolx.. kk.. aft pe.. wnt back 2 class.. mother tongue.. hahas.. was eatin in class.. lol.. wnt down 4 recess.. go buy drinkx nia.. den go back 2 class.. hahax.. bel n mi play wit da broom lehx.. i took her broom den run here run dere.. lolx.. den we played hockey wit da broom... hahax.. lauf lik siao.. lolx.. kk.. den double englishx.. heex.. was slackin lo.. slp n duno do wad.. lol.. civics.. rahim nv cume.. hahax.. i haven buy da book lehx.. lol.. dun carex.. hahax.. kk.. den a mathx..had test lo.. toopid mdm chow veri guai lan lo.. we god not enough time 2 finish da tast lo.. 50 markx lehx.. wa liaox.. i knw how 2 do lo.. fuck la.. knn... kk.. den walked back 2 class.. sae debra.. tat fuckin luohan.. hahax.. i blocked her way lehx.. den i hit her shoulder.. lolx.. den she buay song.. she diao mi.. den i shouted 'diao lan jiao ar'...den i diao her.. she walked away.. lolx.. so fun.. wa liaox.. i reali hate her lo.. feel lik punchin.. hahax.. i god a feelin she wil ask ppl down 2 beat mi.. but u tink i care?? hahax.. toopid luohan.. hahax.. kk.. went back 2 class... E mathx.. toopid loke confront mi lo.. he asked mi how mani pointx i wana get 4 my E mathx??? 5 pointx ar?? lolx.. toopid.. i promise him i wil get an A1 for my E mathx without doin any work sheetx.. cos i nv do any one.. lol.. kk.. den mi jiu go slp lo.. slp 4 2 period.. den prislin took pic of mi.. slap her ar.. lolx.. kk.. aft schol.. went cp wit bel n caiying.. ate kfc.. called neri.. tel her i am goin 2 orchard.. ask her not 2 go.. lol.. lame.. kk.. den took mrt 2 orchard.. pei caiying go c thingy... den we go take neoprint.. mi go buy billabong wallet.. yeah.. hahax.. i high liaox.. lolx.. den go walk walk lo.. c c look look.. hahax.. kk.. den jiu take train go home le.. yupx.. hahax.. now so xian.. tsk tsk.. tml god test lehx.. hahax.. everydae oso god test.. wed stil god pe lehx.. cos change time table le.. yupx.. i scare stil mus run da beep test again ar.. lolx.... kk.. nothink 2 blog le.. no mood 2 blog la.. jus FucK oFf kk.. knn.. cbk!!~


    piSsEd oFF!!~



    Sunday, January 30, 2005

    hmmmx.. ytd nite chatted on fone wit neri.. n april til 1am ba.. hahax.. tok crap.. til i slp.. lolx.. neri owe mi eeyore pamperx.. yupx.. hahax.. kk..woke up at 8 plus.. bathe le jiu take bus 2 da temple lo.. saw pamela... tat toopid ger.. hahax... kk.. den we go bedok walk walk.. c c look look lo.. hahax.. jiu take bus back 2 ah ma hse.. hmmmx.. bel msged mi.. ask mi go yishun play bball wit shengting kaile n april lo.. but couldnt contact april... hahax.. kk.. mi go back 2 ah ma hse n slp slp 1st lo.. slp til 4 plus.. jiu go take bus 2 yishun lo.. was msgin neri n bel lo.. hahax... kk... went 2 meet shengting.. tat auntie.. lolx.. kk.. aft tat.. we walked 2 da court.. tok crap along da way.. lolx... den meet bel n daryn(belx brother).. hahax.. called april... ask her 2 cume down.. yupx... hahax.. played match wit some boyx.. hmmmx... not fun de.. lol.. escort april home lo.. big shot.. hahax.. jkjk.. den bel shengting n mi go play 3 on 3 wit boyx at e other court lo.. hahax... so funni.. lolx.. den played wit bel shengting kaile daryn june april n another ger duno her name.. heex..... my grp god bel shengting daryn n mi.. hahax...den another grp god june kaile april n another gal.. i duno her name.. yupx.. hahax.. so funni lo.. i defendin april.. lolx.. lauf lik siao.. den bel hor.. tat toopid ger... hahax... she go n defend kaile when we r attackin lo.. hahax.. siaoed.. lolx.. den we lauf lauf n lauf lo.. toopid april put my shirt.. lolx.. den i tink her finger hit my hand or wad lo.. den veri painful... my hand numb lehx.. hahax.. den she sae veri pain.. sori wor~ den she sit on da floor... lolx... den play play.. lauf lauf.. jiu pei april walked home den bel daryn n mi walked 2 northpoint lo.. hahax... went 2 da toilet.. go mac buy drinkx.. jiu came home le.. bel de daddy fetch mi home de.. hahax.. now so xian wor.. writin testi 4 neri.. slap her ar.. hahax.. chattin wit jes n bel lo.. yupx.. kk.. gtg le.. buaix.. take carex lotx.. nitex guyx...



    hmmmx.. btw.. fiona sux lo... she veri er xin lo.. she kip msg-in mi lo.. knn.. every hour send da same sms.. 'where r u?'.. cb la.. waste my sms.. den i veri dulan wit her.. mi nv reply her.. fuck la.. she ver er xin.. oMg!!~ hate her.. she sux lo.. eEeEEEE...



    cant help fallin in love wit uUu...


    love uUu loadx...


    Saturday, January 29, 2005

    halo.. 2dae was slackin at ah ma hse lo.. eat slp online slack... lolx.. didnt knw wad 2 blog.. i've nothink 2 sae... lolx... tink tml goin outx wit mummy dey all.. mi wana buy billabong wallet.. aaRRggHH!!~ hahax..



    mi suddenly tink of chin li lehx... hmmmx... i tink chin li is gone lo.. ahhax... duno... lol... had memories wit seniorx n team matex lo... hahax..
    chin li whoosh!!~


    my eeyore rawkx!!~ hahax...




    i am afraid 2 knw da answer.. afraid 2 lose uUu...


    xi huan yi ke ren bu yi ding yao yong you ta... zhi yao dui fang xing fu jiu enough le.. lolx..
    xi wang ni neng zhao dao ni de xing fu... wo hui mo mo di wei ni shou hou... haix...





    mummy lovex baby~


    Wednesday, January 26, 2005

    halo.. didnt blog 4 daez ya... don have da mood 2 blog lo...actually mi tml dun wana go schol de.. cos mummi ask mi not 2 go lo.. but i wana go.. duno y lehx.. hahax... go schol slp lo.. hmmmmx... i am wonderin... how did i do 4 my A mathx test... lolx.. did i pass? if nv pass den mus drop lehx.. sad sad.. hope i wil pass lo.. hahax... kk.. nothink 2 blog le.. buaix...



    xiang ni*


    xi wang ni zai wo shen bian... pei wo du guo mei yi tian...



    uUu simply rulex my world~


    Monday, January 24, 2005

    hmmm jus a short entry 4 2dae.. went schol.. took back chem paper.. 16 n a half/20.. hahax.. wo shi genius.. lolx.. bhb*...was sleepin in class.. slp slp slp.. nv pay attention.. den had A mathx test.. i duno how 2 do but i tried my best le... so dun care... hahax.. den went 4 match lo.. received good luck cardx from peanut n fion.. thx.. den sihui made friendship band 4 da hole team.. so good hor.. den we tied it on our right leg lo.. hahax.. den go 4 match le.. we win ya... tink dey played badly 4 da 1st 2 quaterx.. kk.. but nvm... hmmm.,.. den went back 2 schol.. go cp jiu cume home le.. kk.. goin ah ma hse le.. nothink 2 blog le.. buaix...





    xiang ni*


    Sunday, January 23, 2005

    ahem.. actually nothink 2 blog ya.. my ah gong leave tis world ytd at eight plus while da otherx r havin trainin lo.. hmmmx... actually... i am not veri happi nor sad lo.. no feelinx ya... den everybody go back 2 ah ma hse 2 prepare 4 da funeral lo.. i sit dere shake leg.. star in2 da ceilin duno 4 wad...
    haix... den mi go slp lo... haix.. no mood 2 do anythin.. lol... den jes called n di siao.. she kinda cheer mi up ya... hahax.. thx u...




    kk.. 2dae stay at home n slack... play com... watch la bi xiao xin.. slp n eat lo.. so xia... nothink 2 blog le.. haix.. gonna pack my stuffx 4 tml le.. heex.. tel u a secret... tues n wed.. mi not goin schol.. hahax.. so fun.. lol..



    i love neri*
    happi ma??? hahax...


    Thursday, January 20, 2005

    hmmmx.. 2dae go schol lo.. so xian.. yupx...den chatted wit miss ng.. she sae mi cannot cut hair le... mus liu chang tou fa.. slap her ar... hahax... kk.. den had double englishx... n double chinese... was sleepin lo.. didnt knw wad happen ya... hmmmx... den physicz.. was copyin notex... haix.. xian xian... recess... went down wit bel.. lol.. den manda liting my dear maid cume n di siao lo.. toopid maid.. she sae i mus put her name in my nick... she gonna check... hahas.. den she ask y my nick god so mani galx de name... hmmmx... cos i am a filrt??? lolx.. lame... kk.. den go back 2 class..social studies... was crappin den slp 4 awhile lo.. hmmm... mathx... slp slp... den A mathx... went down 2 da library... hahax.. took da long route... lolx... kk.. den mdm chow dun have keyx... wad the??? go library dun have keyx... haix.. den bo bian.. had A mathx outside da library lo.. so xia suay.. haix.. throw face.. lik small kids lehx.. lol... did sum question which i dun uds... tsk tsk.. but mdm chow xplain lo.. hmmmx.. stil now veri sure... lolx.. kk.. went back 2 class 4 chemistry.. miss tan sae i am late.. slap her ar.. hahas.. da gay teacher oso god cume lo.. so funni.. den hor.. i hate tat bak gua ar.. she sux man.. knn... lolx.. kk... den a mathx again.. hmmm.. was slackin in class lo... mi drew on my book.. lolx.. not listenin lo... hahax.. kk...den mdm chow pull my bag.. she sae i veri childish.. hang elmo on my bag.. stil god pacifer... lol.. slap her ar.. den she kip hittin my head... duno 4 wad.. she sae my screw loose le.. haix.. tsk tsk... lolx... kk.. den went down... saw cheryl n mandy dey all lo.. go changed wit cheryl... yupx... kk... den pei her go eat.. she ask mi 2 change no wit he... slap her ar.. no 15 not nice de.. lolx... jkjk..hmmmx... den mandy cried?? yupx.. den i was lik consolin her.. den we r tryin 2 make her happi ya.. den i sae crap lo.. lame.. kk...
    heyx.. take carex ya.. god thingy mus sae kk.. call my fone ya.. hmmmx.. dun tink so much ya... kk... den went 4 trainin... yupx.. ran 5 roundx.. den dod lotx of layupx n free throwz... leave at 1630 wit aisah... went cp.. go eat den go visit ah gong le... kk.. nothink 2 blog le.. veri tired ya.. hmmmx... buaix...





    mandy... take carex kk...
    alwayx b dere 4 uUu...


    i f l o v i n g u U u w i t h a l l m y h a r t i s a c r i m e , d e n i a m g u i l t y ~




    IDunWanaKnw...
    IfuUuRPlayinMi...
    KeepItOnDaLow...
    CosMyHartCantTakeItAnymore...




    All da pain i put uUu through...
    i wish tat i could take it all away...
    and b da ONE hu catches all ur tearx...





    ; i am confused... *
    /[ confused abt uUu ~ ]





    uUu were my strength when i was weak...
    uUu were my voice when i couldnt speak..
    uUu were my eyes when i couldnt see...
    uUu were everythin 2 miee...



    xiang ni*


    Wednesday, January 19, 2005

    2 dae veri xian.. was on da fone wit neri durin lesson time.. slap her.. den slp slp.. den trainin... kk.. dun wana blog le... no mood... jus fuck off kkx!!!




    giving up is out of da question.. leaving is my answer... yupXX!!~



    leave mi alone.. in da dark... h a i x . . .



    nobodyx uds da feelin inside... haix...


    Tuesday, January 18, 2005

    I won't talk,
    I won't breathe,
    I won't move till you finally see
    That you belong with me


    You might think

    I don't look
    But deep inside in the corner of my mind
    I'm attached to you

    I'm weak

    It's true
    Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
    Do you want me too?
    Cause my heart keeps falling faster

    I've waited all my life

    To cross this line
    To the only thing that's true
    So I will not hide
    It's time to try anything to be with you
    All my life I've waited

    This is true

    You don't know What you do

    Everytime you walk into the room
    I'm afraid to move

    I'm weak

    It's true
    I'm just scared to know the ending
    Do you see me too?
    Do you even know you met me?

    I've waited all my life

    To cross this line
    To the only thing that's true
    So I will not hide
    It's time to try, anything to be with you
    All my life I've waited

    This is true

    I know when I go

    I'll be on my way to you
    The way that's true

    I've waited all my life

    To cross this line
    To the only thing thats true
    So I will not hide
    It's time to try, anything to be with you
    All my life I've waited

    This is true




    i love tis song.. it simply rawkx...


    from miee 2 uUu... haix..









    ruth... u wun uds de... take carex kkx... haix...
    nobody uds da feelin inside...
    tml bring penknife 2 schol kk...
    i let uUu cut...
    tml i let uUu cut kkx..
    haix...
    i duno wad i doin lo..
    dun bother abt miee...
    i am not helpin myself!!~




    crying without tears..~ h a i x ~



    hmmmx... jus came back from tuition.. went 2 meet yaqi.. go buy sweetx.. den went 4 tuition lo.. so xian.. did A mathx... miss loh sae i looked lik wood stock.. slap her ar... hahax.. aft tuition.. yaqi n boon bully mi... dey take my pic lo.. den video mi.. slap dem ar.. den dey saw neri de pic.. dey chua tio.. oPpX!!~ so funni.. hahax.. kk.. nothink 2 blog le.. now on da fone wit jes neri stella n bel... lol..





    xi huan ni*



    halox... 2dae woke up late wor... hmmmx... den took bus 2 schol wit yaqi lo.. yupx.. den was caught by mr koh lo... 4 shoes... lolx... slap him ar.. kkx.. den assembly lo.. bel sae god spot check.. den yaqi n mi went 2 kip our fone in da bball cupboard lo... haha... so xian.. kk.. den had physicz lo... so xian.. i wana slp liaox la... so xian lo... tat miss oh.. veri kao pei lehx.. heex.. A mathx.. went 2 computer lab lo.. so xian.. haix.. i dun uds a thin lo.. lolx... den we bargain wit mdm chow.. 2 postpone da test.. so funni... she bo bian.. so we shall have da test nxt week... heex... kk... den cv lo.. rahim tok crap.. lolx... wan 2 slp oso cannot... hahax... kk.. english.. was sleepin.. den weiling help mi do workbook... hmmmx.. den social studies.. hmmmx... crap crap den slp slp lo.. so xian.. recess... went down wit bel... hmmmx... so xian... cut q lo... toopid bel... hahax.. so funni.. kk.. aft recess jiu shi chinese... hahas.. da teacher leave lehx... haven bell ring jiu leave le.. hahax.. so fun.. da 3rd chinese teacher lehx... hu bth us den leave.. lolx.. kk... den da hole class so noisy lo.. sms... mp3.. chat chat.. slp slp.. lik chalet.. hahax.. kk... den 3 periodx of f&n.. was punished b cos of hair.. lol.. lie yao n kenneth la... hai mi.. dey go n spike my hair.. den ernie ask mi 2 stand.. lolx.. kk.. den assembly.. da teacher tok crap.. we sleepin lo... hahax... so xian.. aft schol.. was suppose 2 attend chemistry remedial... but nv go.. i feel veri bad lehx... haix.. kk.. den went cp lo... go cold storage... den find liting dey all jiu go home le... later mayb goin outx wit yaqi den go tuition.. hmmmx... so xian wor... now chattin wit kailun lo.. he ask mi 2 call his fone... he wana sing song lehx.. oMg!!~ hahas... slap him ar... lolx... kk... nothink 2 blog le.. wish mi luckz 4 tmlx chemistry test... heex...




    dayx without uUu r terrible..




    xi huan ni*




    blog again later ba... so xian wor.. haix...


    Monday, January 17, 2005

    ahem.. mi bloggin AGAIN... 4 da 3rd time... all neri de fault... yupx... schol was boring.. hmmm.. 2dae change seatin arrangment lo... hahas... actually weiling gonna sit beside mi de.. but mengli came n sit beside mi lo... slap him ar... hahax.. bully mi.. lolx...kk...was sleepin n playin in class... yupx... so xian lo... den kana question my mr lee.. slap him ar.. knn...kk.. den aft schol.. went toilet.. korp one volley ball.. den put inside my bag.. it was lik so big lo... wa liaox.. xia suay... hahax... kk.. den walked 2 cp... wit bel lo.. wnt mac... saw those sec 1 juniorx... xia suay... dey kip senior-ing lo.. idiotx... den dey asked mi how 2 cut my hand.. den i sae use penknife la... lame lehx... feel lik slappin her... hahax.. kk... den liting dey all cume... wit manda jiawen n my dear... huiting.. my maid... hahax.. lol.. jkjk.. kk.. den crap crap.. lauf lauf lik siao.. den go metro...popular.. den walk walk lo.. go cold storage buy chocolatex jiu came home le.. hmmmx... so xian lo.. now chattin wit xiaomayi kenn neri bel n april lo.. yupx... so xian... hahax... boring dae 4 miee.. lolx... veri tired wor... hmmmx... bel n neri sendin songx 2 mi... sho good hor... hahax...hmmm... tink tml gonna visit ah gong lo.. he veri ke lian.. yupx... kk.. nothink 2 blog le.. buaix...





    orange rawkx... hahas... yupx...





    xi huan ni~




    ; NeriRulexMyWorld..~* nice ma??? wa liaox.. bully mi... hahax...





    eeyore oso rulex wor~~ my baobei laogong lehx.. peanut ask mi 2 marry him.. lolx... slap her ar.. hahax...


    Sunday, January 16, 2005

    hmmmx... no mood 2 blog ya... was feelin moody all dae lo... haix... duno wad i wan lo... hmmmx...in da aft noon...neri n mi chatted on fone lo.. den i owe her 1 testi cos i... hahax.. dun wana sae.. kk... den april called... hmmmx... ask mi go play bballx... no mood ya?? n i hate it.. yupx... kk.. now veri xian.. haix... nobody at home lo... hmmmx... no mood 2 do anythin ya...






    n o b o d y u d s d a f e e l i n i n s i d e . . . h a i x . . . t s k t s k . . .




    i a m a f r a i d o f k n o w i n g . . . d a a n s w e r . . .



    i l i k u U u 4 h u u U u r . . . y u p x~



    x i a n g n i *



    x i h u a n n i *


    Saturday, January 15, 2005

    i knw tat i've hurt alot of ppl hu carex 4 mi... cos i cut myself... i am sorry guyx... reali sorri... haix... i promised not 2 cut myself le... n i mean it... yupx... haix...






    i am sorry tat i've hurtx uUu... haix... i nv meant 2 do those thingyx 2 uUu....





    hi... hmmmx.. went 2 c my ah gong... yupx.. he is weak... hmmmx... den my ah ma veri sad... she told mi her probx... den i was lik.. i cannot help her lo... haix... i am useless lo.. den she cried... haix... i veri sad lo... cos i can c... she veri lonely lo... haix... she god problem i oso cannot help... haix... den i give ah ma my bursary de money lo... dun ask mi y.. haix~
    i dun wan tat money lo...
    i wan my ah gong...
    i wan da time 2 turn back...
    i wan 2 stay at ah ma hse 4eva..
    i wan 2 c my ah gong n ah ma quarrel...
    i wan 2 go ah ma hse...
    i dun wan 2 attend traininx.... aaRRggHH!!~
    i wan 2 pei dem chat til mornin...
    i wan 2 knw my ah ma de prob... aaRRggHH...
    i lik da way she makex mi smile...
    i lik da way we used 2 chat...



    my grandparentx reali meanx alot 2 mi lohx... haix..





    wo shi useless freak...





    kk.. gonna blog abt da thingy i've regreted most in my life... haix... its bball lo... bball makex mi regret lo... haix.. dun wana sae liaox... it simply changed my world lo... i reli duno wad i gonna do lo... i tink i gonna quit bball... i dun give it a damn le lo... hack la..




    nobody understandx da feelin inside lo...




    under depression~




    bball changed my world... it totally sux!!! i reali hou hui le...




    GET DA BBALL OUT OF MY LIFE!!!!~







    Thursday, January 13, 2005

    hmmm... 2dae woke up at 6 plus... bathe le jiu go schol lo... hahas... went schol... went 2 look 4 amanda n liting lo... hahas.. i carried litingx bag... n it look lik auntie lo... hahas... so funni.. den amanda gave mi 1 bar of dark chocolate n some other chocolatex lo.. hmmmx... so good wor... kk... den assembly... xian... kk... den had doblu period of eng n chinese... hahas... so xian... was sleepin lo... lolx.. so fun.. kk... den physicz.. did some toopid question which i dun uds lo... den i veri xian... took a penknife... cut myself without lookin.. den my hole wrist was covered wit blood.. hmmm.. lik veri kua zhang lehx.. hahas... kk... den went down 4 recess... hmmm... liting n manda veri di siao... slap dem ar... hahas.. den dey went 2 my class... play wit powder... den litingz hair was lik so.. wHiTe??? hahas... so funni lo.. lolx... kk... den lessonx again lo... was partly sleepin n cuttin myself... i cut myself 4 a reason kkx... hmmm... kk.. aft schol.. went 4 trainin... train til 6 plus.. jiu went home wit mandy... saw yaqi on da bus... hahas.. chat chat.. pei yaqi wait 4 bus jiu came home lo... online... chatted wit neri n bel... kk...




    mi nothink 2 blog le.. buaix...



    i c u t m y s e l f 4 a r e a s o n . . .



    e v e r y c u t h a s i t s o w n s i g n i f i c e n t m e a n i n ~


    n o d o d y u d s d a f e e l i n i n s i d e ! ! ~



    d u n c a r e a b t m i e e . . . l e a v e m i a l o n e ~



    i a m n o t w o r t h u r c o n c e r n . . . y u p x . . .



    i ve god nothink 2 sae le... buaix...



    u n d e r d e p r e s s i o n ~


    Wednesday, January 12, 2005

    halo... ytd slp til 6 plus den went 4 tuition... miss loh was late.. she brought chocolatex n chewin gum 4 us... good hor... hahas.... did A mathx lo... didnt uds wad is she tokin abt lo... dun care la... den have curry 4 dinner... its was so... ahem... miss loh ask mi whether i need fire extinguisher notx.. slap her ar.. but its was reali spicy... hmmmx.. i dun lik it lo... lol... kk... den jiu go back home n slp slp slp...







    tis mornin... woke up at 6 plus... was reali tired lo... kk... den took bus 2 schol... saw mandy n lydia... yupx... hahas... den went down 4 assembly.. lame la.. so xian... had f&n 4 2 periodz lo... mi nv bring file 2 schol lehx... den kana punishx... wrote lines... n its lame... hahas... write til my hand so suan... lol...kk... den double ss... hahas... da principal was so damn lame lo... he went 2 da HBD block horx.. 2 look at us lehx... den we lauf lauf lauf... ahhas.. MOE give him $ 2 cume n c us... hahas... so lame... but dun care la... mi go slp lo... haix.. tired ma... hmmmx... den chem.. miss tan hor... she re-teach da bk duno how mani times le.. but i stil dun uds... lol... hahas... kk.. den recess... saw liting n manda again... dey bully bel n mi.. hahas.. kk.. den go back 2 class... hmmmx.. MT lo... so xian.. was crappin lo... hahas... den e mathx... xian sia... lokey kao bei... den tat chenghuan hor... she hugged mi lo... duno 4 wad lo... it was so damn er xin... hahas... she put her head on my shoulder.. hmmmx... yupX... hahas... jiu eng le... was sleepin... haix... den pastoral care... miss oh n rahim was unhappi wit da class... was caught 4 sockz... hahas... but nv but la... wei min korpp sockx 4 mengli n clifford.. hahax... den aft schol.. tat chenghuan cume n hugged mi again... oMG!!~ wa liaox... ahem... i bwg... lol... kk... aft tat jiu went 4 trainin lo... hmmx... was kinda xian lo... did alotx of layupx.. den cifang n mi had match wit da sec ones.. it was so kuku lo... hmmmx... onli mi n cifang... den e others was lik watch us play... lol... so funni... kk... aft da match jiu ran 20 roundx... den run da duno wad sai lo... 15 setx... hmmm... jiu water break... den train all those stuffx lo... hmmmx... chenghuan n yingsi told mi dey r.. ahem*.. u knw?? den i was lik?? shocked lo!!~ hahax... den ran another 10 roundx jiu jie san... den coach kao pei... she ask mi not 2 make my hair stand?? den it was lik... wax it down mehx... den it will stil go up de lo.. lame lehx... aiya.. dun care her la... kk... went cp lo... hmmx... den took 156 to bishan lo... changed mrt 2 novena... hmmmx... go ttsh lo... my uncle david was lik floodin my inbox... kip askin where am i... lol.. slap him ar... hahas... duno how 2 call mi ar.. lol... he send 5 msges in a row lo... hahax... kk.. den went 2 c my ah gong.. he was so damn weak... he sae my hair looked lik a broom lo.. den everybody lauf.. make mi so pai seh...hahax... kk.. aft tat jiu go n have dinner lo... i drank lotx of water lo.. i tink i drank almost 3 cups of sugar cane... lol... so thirsty.. lol... den bring ah ma back home lo... jiu came home le... reach home at 10 plus... gonna b 11 liaox... hahax... came online... chatted wit bel n neri... tink neri is angry.. sori wor... hahas...




    hmmm... manda n liting was caught 4 shop liftin... hmmm... i tink its partly my fault... cos i say i lik chocolatex.. den manda go n korpp lo... hmmmx... sori wor... tink she kana scolded n beaten... hmmx... i am guilty sia.. haix..



    btw... mi gonna spend more time wit my grand parentx wor.. i c my ah ma so ke lian... she is lonely... hmmm... sad sia...



    kk.. notink 2 blog le.. tml god trainin... fridae oso god trainin... hmmmx.. tink i am kinda stress lo... stil mus visit ah gong lehx... haix...





    my nick of da dae---->
    We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.




    If you can overhear the voices in someone else's head plotting your doom, its probably time to take a break...





    i am confused...
    unsure abt my feelinx...
    confused abt uUu ; ...










    i love uUu... n i mean it!!~ yupx...
    LoveuUuLoadx...


    Tuesday, January 11, 2005

    hmmm... 2dae was kinda boring... dun wana mention wad happen in class... haix... was sleepin all dae lo... den i was lik tryin 2 pierce my tongue n lipz wit da needle.. but cannot poked through lehx... sad sia.. hmmm.. den went down 4 recess.. tried 2 put ice but no avail lehx... haix... da toopid needle la... idiotx... kk.. den went back 2 class... chinese... hahas... was crappin ard... kk... den jiu f&n practical... cook da duno wad pudding la... hahas.. yaqi n mi took alot of almond lehx.. we hid it in da drawer... lol.. kk... it taste lik shit lo... hahas... went 4 assembly... was caught 4 sockz... but dun care... nv put it up lo... hahas... was listenin 2 crapz... so xian... aft assembly.. peanut gave mi lollipop... lol... went cp... wit bel van n bryan... hahas.. den went yoshinoya... wit aisah lydia n gina.. dey veri funni lo... dey dun lik da vege lehx.. den put dem on da tray.. hahas... mi gave my vege 2 bel lehx.. den mandy ate da vege on da tray.. lolx... so funni... kk... aft tat jiu go cold storage buy chocolate jiu went home le... hahas...




    hmmm... now chattin wit peanut... she givin mi eeyore sticker tml lehx.. hahax...


    btw... my left arm spoil liaox... haix... cannot exert force lehx.. lik no strength de... mi cannot even hold a cup lo... haix... den veri pain lo... wana die liaox... hmmmx... if it stil hurtx 4 da nxt few daex.. den mi wana go c doc wor.. hahas... but go where c... lolx... peanut sae she wana massage 4 mi tml.. lol.. so funni.. hahax..



    kk.. nothink 2 blog le... buaiz... take carex...



    gonna slp le... later god tuition... hahas... kkx.. 8181...


    Monday, January 10, 2005

    halo... ytd nite chatted on fone wit april til 12 plus.. yupx.. she veri funni lo... hahas... lol... kk... woke up at 6 plus lo... den bathe... jiu came online... hahas... lame... den called arpil... lol... kk... aft tat jiu go schol le... hmmx... 2daez lesson was borin... duh...had chem... hmmmxx... did da duno wad ion thingy... miss tan doin revision of last year de work.. yet i dun uds... hahas.. lol.... dun care.. yupx... hahas... den ss... ansar nv cume... lol.. had pe... played volley ball... hahas... den mt... da teacher bth us lo... he kao pei... hahas... but mi was sms-ing lo.. hmmx... den recess... went down... liting dey all bulli bel n mi lo... kip pinchin my face... hahas... lol.. den lauf lauf lauf lo.. lol.. kk... had double eng.. mariati asked mi 2 read da story bk n newspaper... u tink i care... lol.. no la... but nobody was readin lo... hahas... kkx... den cv lo... rahim kao pei... dun kao pei wad lo.. hahas... kk... hmmx.. den a mathx... mdm chow 4god my sweet.. slap her ar.. hahas.. did sum question lo.. hmmmx... sian... den e mathx... slp slp lo... listenin 2 FM radio lo... den tat toopid ch kip wakin mi up lo.. i veri pek chek ar.. idiotx...kk.. aft schol.. cheng huan wana beat mengli ba.. den duno wad la.. she wana drop water... hahas.. she wana ask ppl 2 cume down n tan pan.. hahas.. so funni..she called her kor 2 cume down lo.. hahas.. kk... den bel n mi pei her go 2 da gate dere n waited 4 her kor... hahas... her kor so... da hole body sho mani ang kong.. hahas.. so muscular sia.. lol..kk.. den went cp wit bel lo... went mac.. saw pris wit her stead.. hmmm... hahas... no comment... yupx.. saw liting n manda lo... dey bully us again.. den we kip laufin n laufin lo.. hahas... den went 2 da hp shop.. so xia suay... hahas... hmmmxx... went popular.. saw ruth n cheryl... hahas.. pulled ruth 2 da toilet... lolx.. hahas... kk.. aft tat.. jiu take bus cume home le lo... hmmmx... now not in da mood 2 blog ya...




    i hate tat word... yupx...



    knn la...


    Sunday, January 09, 2005

    halo... jus came back from dinner... went 2 celebrate my ah ma de birthdae.. was chattin on fone wit neri 4 almost 2 hrs ba... yupx... kk... den go eat lo... my cousin sae i veri shuai.. slap him ar... hahas... kk.. aft eatin jiu go home le... now on da fone wit april... slap her ar... she veri funni lo... idiotx...



    hmmm.. now veri luan wor.. dun ask mi...



    xiang ni~



    ahem... halo... took an aft noon nap from 2 plus til 4 plus lo... hahas... den woke up... jiu go bathe lo... mi 4god 2dae shi ah ma de birthdae wor... oPpX!!~ hahas... btw.. mi didnt go 4 tuition... hahas... i was not informed... yupx... kk... goin outz le... buaix... take carex...




    confused abt uUu*




    xiangta*



    halo.. ytd not in good mood wor... duno y... dun ask mi... hais... den was msgin neri til 12 plus lo... she veri idiot wor... she send mi a pic.. look lik ghost lehx... da colour.. den i chua tio... wa liaox.. i almost fall off my bed... wa liaox.. slap her ar... hahas... but cannot c clearly de... lol... kk... den mi did alot of reflectionx wor.. abt da holidaex... n stuffx lo... alot la... hahax... tink tink n tink... hmmmx... didnt reali knw wad 2 do lo.. so tink tink tink til i sleep... yupx... haix...



    tis mornin woke up at 10 plus... came online... nothink 2 do... kinda xian... jasmine msg mi... she sae she goona buy new year clothez... yupx... hahas... she veri funni... can msg til she god nothink 2 sae.. lol... slap her ar... kk... hmmm... msgin neri... she go cut hair... but stil veri long?? hahas... lame... kk.. i am hungry... yupx.. nothink 2 eat... haix... dying sooner or later... yupx... hahas...



    kk... blog again later... buaix...




    xiang ta*




    xi huan ni*


    Saturday, January 08, 2005

    NaMe : bEr
    SChOoL : nchs.
    NiCKnamE : ber.
    HEiGhT : dun ask...
    WEigHt : fat~
    GEndEr : gal.
    EyE coLoUr : black.
    HAiR coLoUr : black. i hate it!
    HaiR sTyLe : short.
    StrEaM : na.
    BirThdAe : 211289
    HoBbiEs : sleepin... hangin put wit frenx.. plae bball...
    Hp mOdEl : nokia.
    HorOScOpE : sagritarius.
    ZodiAc : snake.
    My Favourite:
    sHapEs : duno.
    mUsicAl InStrUmEnts : guitar? !
    sEasOnS : winter .
    iCe CrEam fLaVoUR : anythin xcept mint.
    mOviE : nah... dun watch de....
    sHoEs : all da shoes i owned.
    pHrAsEs : hais....
    nUMbErs : 4,5,7,9
    bRaNds : adidas. nike
    sOngs : ni zhe me she de wo nan guo....
    FoOd : anythin la... no preference
    DriNKs : no preference....
    FoNes : duno... can use jiu can le....
    mAgAziNes : dun read~
    pLaCeS 2 gO : bball court? ah ma hse...
    pErSon : duno.. dun ask mi.
    cOlOurs : red black white ORANGE.. lol...
    Dislikes:
    PeRsOn : nahhs`
    PlaCe : duno...
    CoLouR : nopes`
    FoNe : nopes.
    DriNk : plain water.
    FoOd : ginger !
    SchoolLife: ok la.. go schol is lik goin 2 chalet lo.. hahas...`
    r U sTiLL iN sCh : of cos.
    DiD U dRop OuT : nahs.
    diD U rEtAiN : nopes. tink gonna retain 4 tis year le..
    cUrRENt sCh :nchs.
    fAve tEacHeRs : duno lehx...
    lEaSt fAvE tEAChErs : mariati...
    fAvE sUbjEcTs : maths.
    lEaSt faVe SubJecTS : english
    bUy fOod oR BriNg : buy.
    Do U dO Any CcA : bball lo
    r U pOpUlAr : nahhs.
    fAvE mEmOrIeS : wid him.. hang out wit frenx....
    lEast fAVe mEMOriEs : when we break lo.. haix..
    lEaST faVe wOrD: wadeva~.





    -* SECTION 1 *-
    [Call me] # ber
    [Age] # 15
    [Height] # dun ask..
    [Weight] # fat.
    [Hair Color] # black
    [Eye Color] # black
    [Where i'm at] # own room
    -* SECTION 2 *-
    >HAVE YOU EVER??<
    [Fallen off da bed] # yupx...
    [Failed a subject] # yesh..
    [Had a dream come true] # tink so..
    [Dreamt i would make it rich] # yeah
    -* SECTION 3 *-
    >CURRENTLY<
    [Wearing] # t shirt n jersey shortx...
    [Eating] # maggi mee
    [Feeling] # sad... under depression...
    [Reading] # this thingy
    [Located] # singapore
    [Chatting with] # kai jie n bel
    [Listening] ni zhe me she de wo nan guo
    [Should really hope]# tat i can die...
    -* SECTION 4 *-
    >DO YOU... <
    [Brush ur teeth] # yes
    [Have any piercings] # yeah
    [believe in GOD] # sort of...
    [Ever get off the computer] # of cos
    -* SECTION 5 *-
    >FRIENDS<
    [Do u hang out with the opposite sex] # yesh?
    [Do u consider yourself popular] # nahhs
    [Do u trust ur friends] # not all
    [Are you a good friend] # dun tink so
    [Can you keep a secret] # dunno.. dun come near miee... haix...
    -* SECTION 6 *-
    >LAST PERSON YOU..<
    [Talked to on da phone] # mandy.
    [Yelled at] # no one...
    [Tripped] # no one...
    [Turned down] # old hag... cos she asked mi go skcc play bball...
    -* SECTION 7 *-
    >PERSONAL<
    [What was the worst day of ur life] # when ta* leave miee...
    [What has been the best day of ur life]# duno!
    [What do u usually think of before u go to bed] # miss uUu* lo... n tink of my probz..
    -* SECTION 8 *-
    >FAVOURITE<
    [Food] # duno...!
    [Movie] # no fav movie
    [Song] # ni zhe me she de wo nan guo...
    [Sports] # bball
    [Ice cream flavour] # anythin xcept mint...
    [Magazine] # dun read any...
    [Day of the week] # everydae..
    [Colour] # black white red ORANGE... haix...
    -* SECTION 9 *-
    >DO YOU <
    [Like to walk in the rain] # nope...
    [Prefer black or blue pens] # anything bahs
    -* SECTION 10 *-
    >ARE YOU <
    [Into any relationship] # nope.. haix...
    [Outgoing/Anti Social]# dun ask miee




    o1- i am not --> perfect person`
    o2- i love --> uUu`
    o3- i hate --> being alone... hate da feelin of not being loved..`
    o4- i fear --> dark`
    o5- i hope --> ni zai wo sheng bian... `
    o6- i hear --> nothink...`
    o7- i regret --> not cherishin ta*`
    o8- i cry --> 4 no reason~`
    o9- i care --> 4 everybody...`
    1o- i m always --> alone~`
    11- i believe --> i can die`
    12- i feel alone --> everydae... haix...`
    13- i listen --> 2 ur probx... but i cant do anythin... haix...`
    14- i hide --> my feelinggs`
    15- i sing --> lik shit`
    16- i dance --> lik shit`
    17- i write --> when i hav a pen`
    18- i play --> bball`
    19- i dun play --> anything that i cant play`
    2o- i miss --> uUu`
    21- i search --> 4 my penknife... haix..
    22- i feel --> sad~ no mood 2 do anythin..`
    23- i don't know --> how 2 make uUu mine???
    24- i talk --> nobody`
    25- i succeed --> hais... duno`
    26- i fail --> my exams`
    27- i dreamt --> of uUu... ~
    28- i wonder --> if i could die...?
    29- i want --> 2 die.... uUu 2 b happi...`
    30- i have --> a stabbed in my hart~`
    31- i give up --> nothingg`
    32- i fall --> in love wit uUu...
    33- i hurt --> nobody...
    34- i tell -->myself... i wan 2 die~







    haix... dun tok 2 mi... i feel lik dying 4 no reason~




    hate myself... but xi huan uUu?? lame..



    halo... dun feel lik bloggin... veri tired...
    no mood 2 blog...
    buaiz..



    xiang ta*


    Friday, January 07, 2005

    halo... 2dae de lesson sho borin wor... was sleepin 4 almost all da lessonz... hahas... shhhHHHH... heex... but i god listen hor... i veri guai de... heex... den recess... went down wit bel n ruth(yingsi).. den go meet another ruth... lol... so funni... kk.. den saw my jiejie mummy n daddy... its liting la... slap her ar...kk... den went back 4 lesson lo.. so xian... was sleepin in class.. aft schol jiu went home... eat le.. jiu slp...



    was conferencin wit neri jes n bel... den mandy called... hahas.. chat chat le... now wana slp le... buaix.. take carex...





    xiang ni*


    Thursday, January 06, 2005

    halo... 2dae went schol lo.. so xian.. had double english lo... so xian... was msgin neri lo... den crap crap lo..i was sleepin lo... den mariati hit my table... den ask mi do hmwk... den i dun care la.. lol... she pek chek... hahas... oPpX!!~ den double chinese... aaRRggHH!!~ everybody gonna change seat lo... meng li dey all kana separated lo... do funni... cheng huan n mi guai lan... we jus sit dere.. hack care him lo... den i told him my name is chenghuan... lols... so funni... den he bo bian... we nv changed seat lo... hahas.. so bad hor.. lol... den he veri angry... da hole class so quiet lehx... cos all sleepin lo... so funni.. kk... den physicz... miss oh duno teach wad crap la... i dun understand a single thin lo... hahas... lame.. dun carex her... hahas.. den went 4 recess... wit bel lo... saw melissa sam... den saw my JIE... tat toopid liting la.. slap her ar... wit manda lo... idiotx.. kip pinchin mi lo... so pain lo.. kk.. eat le... jiu go back 2 class... ate cookie in class... hahas.. mi go schol lik go chalet lehx... hahas... so fun de... kk... den jiu geog lo... hahas... den bluff ansar sae he go wrong class... den he walk away... den 5 minx later he cume back again... gao xiao... hahas... lol.. kk... den his lesson was so xian lo... was lyin my head on da table... heex... e mathx... lokey so cute wor... but didn do much lo... den A mathx... sat infront again... lol.. did sum question... but dun understand... hahas... lame... kk... den double chemistry... miss tan la... bully mi... ask mi draw those atomx thingy... lol... den she beat mi... lol... slap her ar... lol... she veri cute de... same height ask mi wor... lol... kk... den neri told mi she saw del sleepin in class... hahas... so funni... she hor... oso nv pay attention de... sae mi... lol... hahax... den fang xue le... everybody went home.. but mi mus stay back 4 a mathx lo... everybody was lik copyin notex lo... mi sit dere... stare at da ceilin... hahas.. dun wana copy la.. lazi... hahas... kk... den went down... saw liting n manda again... lol... we roamed ard da schol... dey bully mi la... slap dem ar... pinch mi.. slap mi... beat mi... pull mi... wa liaox... hahas... so funni lo.. lame lehx... lol... kk... den went 4 trainin.. ran 10 roundx... jiu do 50 layupx... right n left lo... so tired... den skip doublex.. den train zhen fa.. no 1 2 3... base line 1 2 3... lame... so xian lo... den did layupx again...kk... den dey duno play wad game la... ruth cheryl mandy n mi played 2 on 2... lol.. so fun... kk... den jie san le.. heex.. went cp... took bus home wit sihui... den came online... suppose 2 meet mandy... but.. oppx... dun care her.. hahas... lol.. kk... now so xian wor.. mus do bball hmwk... hahas... lame... now msgin mandy neri n xiaomayi.. heex... so xian.. mayb later gonna conference lo... haix... wana die le... sat dun wana go trainin.. how??? aaRRggHH!!~










    a n d d a r e a s o n i s u U u . . .






    i dun wana knw...
    if u r playin mi...keep in on da low...
    cos my hart cant take it anymore..




    haix...





    xi huan ni*


    Wednesday, January 05, 2005

    halo... 2dae went schol.. so early wor... but 2daex lesson veri lame... dun wana type so long lo... was msgin del n neri in class.. tat toopid del hor.. ask mi those questionx... den i duno how 2 answer... hahas.. lame... kk... den mi listen 2 da mp3 til i slp lo... den chenghuan help mi do homework... lols... lame... hahas... den went 4 traininx.. did lotx of layupx n runnin lo... hahas.. ran 55 roundx.... but mi ran xtra 5 roundx... kana punish... so its 60 roundz... den tat toopid miss pey wan 2 mi sae da password again... its i love u la... slap her ar... make mi so throw face... lols... hahas... lol...
    den coach sae my hair veri ugly.. hahas.. slap her ar... kk.. den jie san jiu go cp jiu go home le... now online-ing... callin neri later... del is oso callin... lol... lame..








    "The Reason"
    I'm not a perfect person
    There's many things I wish I didn't do
    But I continue learning
    I never meant to do those things to you
    And so I have to say before I go
    That I just want you to know
    I've found a reason for me
    To change who I used to be
    A reason to start over new
    and the reason is you
    I'm sorry that I hurt you
    It's something I must live with everyday
    And all the pain I put you through
    I wish that I could take it all away
    And be the one who catches all your tears
    Thats why i need you to hear
    I've found a reason for me
    To change who I used to be
    A reason to start over new
    and the reason is You [x4]
    I'm not a perfect person
    I never meant to do those things to you
    And so I have to say before I go
    That I just want you to know




    xi wang ni zai wo sheng bian... pei wo du guo mei yi tian...





    xiang ni*


    Tuesday, January 04, 2005

    halo... 2dae went 2 schol at 6 plus lo... so early... hais.. go meet ben la... slap him ar.. den go toilet lo... help mi dye his hair... slap him ar... hais oso duno how 2 dye.. lol... kk... den aft dying... went 4 assembly lo... kinda xian lo.. went back 2 class 4 lessonx... heex.. had physicz... miss oh sae she lik my hair alot... slap her ar.. hahas...lol.. kk... den duno wad lesson le la... 4god le... i tink is A mathx.. hahas.. mi go sit at da teacherz table dere again lo... heex... use mdm chow de book... lol... mi duno wad she teachin la... mi was msgin neri n jes whole dae la.. so nv listen... hee... den civics... mi changed sit lo... move 2 da back... hahas... lol... kk.. den eng...lame la.. slp slp... jiu mt...da teacher duno tok wad crap la.. lame lo... kk... den recess... go eat lo.. wit bel... den go toilet reply msg... lol... jes sae she kana punish cos she tok 2 much... lol.. hahas... lame... den duno wad lesson la... 4god le.. heex... den 3 periodz of fNn lehx... everybody was copyin notex... but mi was msgin neri n jes 4 3 hole periodz lo... hahas... lame... den ernie diao mi... lol... den neri sae she gonna buy powder 4 mi... i gonna put da powder 4 one hole dae... lol.. hahas... kk.. den go assembly lo... miss pey sat near 2 mi.. so we chat chat lo... yaqi took da eaglez award... den she ask mi 2 clap louder... hahas... xia suay... den she veri kao pei.. lol... kk.. aft schol... went cp wit fion bel boon yaqi cifang n hui shi lo... went 2 eat bk wit bel den april called... she wana divorce wit mi lehx... den bel wana break wit mi... sad lehx... hahas... lol... aft tat jiu took bus go home le... saw suzhen... heex... kk.. now veri xian... wana go slp le.. buaiz... take carex...





    i duno wad i doin lo... i am confused...



    confused abt uUu*...


    Monday, January 03, 2005

    halo... was chattin on fone wit april til 12 plus yts mid nite... she cannot slp lehx... shi mian ar... den mi msg her til i fall asleep.. sori.. heex... 2dae woke up at 6 lo.. bathe le jiu ate breakfast... hahas... so full wor... den took bus 2 schol... went 2 look 4 cheryl.. but she bu zai class... slap her ar... toopid old hag... den mi go class slack lo... hahas... so fun... kk... den at 7.20... everybody walkin 2 da hall le.. hahas... den mi was lik?? scare lo... cos my hair... den miss oh came... scare mi ar... den mi go toilet spray hair... miss oh help mi spray... hahas.. so funni.. she anyhow spray de... lol... kk.. aft sprayin... mi ran 2 da hall... lol... so kuku... kk... den sing national anthem lo... lame... kk... heex... went back 2 class... had chem 4 da 1st period... miss tan again... lol... she bian chio le.. heex.. den she tok crap lo... heex... but mi was sms-in neri la... dun carex her... lol... den suddenly... mr lee(discipline master) came in... he asked mi 2 go out of da class... lol... hais... den mi go outx lo.. mi shi da 1st one 2 kana caught... suay ar... hahas... so funni... den qw firdaus n pris oso kana caught.. lols... so fun man... hahas... kk... den mr lee went outx 2 tok 2 mi.. he tokin cock la... hahas... he sae my hair de colour n hair style lo... he ask mi 2 dye in back... go cut hair... he sae he wan mi 2 cut a short n neat hairstyle... stil not short enough ar...slap him ar... hahas... den tok cock 4 veri long lehx.. den da principal came lehx... wa liaox... den he cume n kao pei again lo... hahas.. wa biang... dm n princlpal kao bei 2gether... lol... so funni... hahas... den i promised dem i wil dye back lo... heex... tml dey gonna look 4 mi again... lol... lame... kk... den go back 2 class lo... fatty ansar de lesson la... slap him ar.. hahas... den mi wa msgin neri n april lo... hahas... so fun... ansar bo chap de lo... we anyhow run oso can... lol.. kk.. aft his lesson jiu shi PE lo... went down.. listen 2 crap... weimin n mi was eatin chewin gum... lol.. lame... kk.. den go take height n weight... jiu go run 10 roundx.. but mi walked 10 roundx.. hahas... so fun... kk.. aft pe jiu go back 2 class le lo... had chinese lesson... a new teacher came in... no need 2 greet de.. sit down jiu can le... lol... kk... den mi was duno doin wad la.. 4get le... heex.. den mr koh mr motto n da principal(AGAIN!!~) came in lo... carry out spot check... hahas... mi was msgin neri lo.. den i quickly keep my fone in between my bookx under da desk... lols... so funni... but mi nv kana caught la... gavin kana caught... hahas.. lol... kk... den recess lo... went 2 looked 4 bel... heex... slap her ar... lol... kk... den had 2 periodz of english lo... write journal... lol... mi wrote 1 sentence nia jiu hand in 2 mariati le... she sux k... slap her ar... suay kia.. hahas.. kk... aft english jiu shi civic n moral lo.. lame lehx.. toopid rahim... hahas.. slap him ar.. lol... kk.. den jiu shi A mathx... hahas... mi go di siao mdm chow... we mus move in front... cos onli 11 ppl takin A mathx.. hahas... she teachin ma... mi sit at da teacherz table usin her book... hahas... den mdm chow dun have book lehx... den i asked her 2 share wit mi... heex.. kk... den i was msgin neri in front of her.. she cock eye la... lol... kk... den she wear all green.. look lik vegetable lehx... hahas... lol... so funni... hahas.. kk.. den yaqi n mi dun allow her 2 go lehx.. we stand at da door lo... blockin her way... so funni... den she kip pushin mi... slap her ar... hahas.. kk... dun tok abt her le... heex... last 2 period... E mathx... heex... didnt do much... heex.. kk... den jiu fang xue le... lol... aft schol... went 2 meet bel dey all in da canteen... den rainin lehx... we walked 2 compass... hahas.. fion n bel bully mi... dun wana share umbrella wit mi... hais... kk... aft tat... bel n mi go n fond dye... but veri ex leh...hais... kk... den saw yaqi n nut at mac lo... kk... den bel n mi go food court eat lo... tat toopid bel... duno how 2 buy thingy lehx... mus accompany her de... big shot... lol... jkjk... den ben came... we eat finish le... jiu go take bus den take mrt lo... bel went home... i was late... LATE LATE... den april was angry... cos i am suppose 2 meet her at lavendar de... SORI SORI SORI... hais... she reali angry lehx... den mi called 2 apologize la... hahas... KK... den she go n change her bag herself lo.. mi PS her... mi veri bad hor... hais... kk... den ben n mi go lavendar... go make ic lo.. took foto... looked lik shit... lols... den go wait wait 4 my turn lo... was on da fone wit april... heex... sae jieting n her stead.. heex... kk... den go make liaox... mi pei ben go cut hair... hahas... looked lik doreamon de da xiong lehx... hahas... den he took chocolate 4 mi.. lame.. kk... den went 2 take mrt... sae jieting n her stead again... heex... ben n mi went 2 kovan... take neoprint??? he la... sae wan 2 take de... lol... kk... den mi pei him go take lo... veri funni lehx... 2 toopid idiotx takin neoprint... hahas.. slap him ar... lols.. den da pic looked so funni lo... heex... den he go watsonz buy dye 4 mi... hahas... kk.. aft tat... go buy waffle jiu go take bus... hahas... actually he wana pei mi take 112 de... but veri late le ma... so mi asked him 2 take bus 80 home lo.. hahas... lame... kk... den mi reach home... went 2 dyed back my hair... so ugly lo... mi wit black hair... sad sia.... hahas... my brown hair... hahas... lame... hahas... now chattin wit mandy vanessa n bel... lame lehx... alwayx put neri n mi 2gether... slap her ar.. jes oso hor... idiotx... haix... kkx.. mi veri tired... wana slp le... hais... nothink 2 blog le... buaix... take carex...




    xiang ta*





    i d i d n t m e a n t o f a l l i n l o v e w i f u U u . . .


    Sunday, January 02, 2005

    halo... 2dae woke up at 9 plus lo.. jiu go kovan eat... den go take da bursary thingy... so xia suay lo... hahas.. so funni... kk.. den mi go home lo.. online... hahas... lame... den mi go bathe jiu go n meet puppy n jes... i asked cifang along... kk... den go meet dem... da puppy kip laufin lo... duno lauf 4 wad.. lols... den we go walk walk... lols... den we go converse BORROW bball.. lols... so funni... den cifang came lo.. we go walk walk... go metro.. lols... den we go skcc play bball le lo.. i nearly died in a car accident.. all b cos of puppy la... she wana dai wo cross road... den she pulled mi... den mi chua tio... lol... kk... den we kip laufin lo... slap her ar... den cifang go captain cook study... kk... den go play bball.. we play in da rain... hahas.. so funni... kk.. played 4 awhile lo.. jiu walked 2 captain cook.. go find cifang,.. we were shiverin lik hell lo... hahas... den tania came lo... hahas... lame... den puppy n miee were drawin on cifangx paper lo... slap her ar... hahas... kk... den puppy dey all go n look 4 neri dey all... den mi go eat lo... sun bian pei cifang tok tok... tok abt alot of crap lo... hahas... so funni... kk.. den puppy del all cume back le.. we jiu walk 2 skcc... lols... go take t shirt from edmund lo... sae kenn... hahas... he wana hug mi again... lols... slap him ar... heex...den play bball wit edmund dey all lo... hahas... da fat guy... veri funni lehx.. puppy n jes kip laufin at him lo... he fang shou... hahas.. so cute... den mi oleh him... lol... so fun... kk... den play til 6 plus... go changed... den cifang cume.. we pei cifang go buy comb.. den pei puppy buy drinkx lo.. she drink water veri fast lehx... hahas.. so funni... kk.. den cifang go buy newspaper... puppy n jes jiu take train go home le lo... heex... kk.. den mi go home... went amk 4 dinner... went 2 look 4 da nike towel but no avail... lol... kk... den april called... lol... kk... den jiu cume home.. online... bel dey all asked mi toopid question 4 no reason... lol... chatted on fone wit benjamin... slap him ar... hahas... kk.. den now nothink 2 do wor.. so xian.. mi meetin miss oh tml mornin... lols... she gonna help mi spray my hair.. heex... hahas... lame.. tml goinx outx wit benjamin aft schol wor~ lame... kk.. nothink 2 blog le.. buaiz..


    Saturday, January 01, 2005

    halo.., ytd nite chatted on fone wit neri til 3 plus lo.. slap her ar... was chattin abt all da love stuffx... lols.. so funni.. den i send woaini de msg 2 jeslyn... so funni... lols.. den i mus lik everythin neri likez... so funni... lame lehx... hahas... chatted til halfway... jeslyn called in lo... den we di siao her... hahas... so funni... den mi go slp at 4 plus lo... aiyo... mi bth lehx... hahas.. so funni.. hahas... kkx... mi jiu go slp le.. zZzzZzzZzzzZzz....



    woke up at 10 plus... by cherylz msg... ask mi go play bball.. slap her ar.. idiotx... ask mi pei her go skcc SIT DERE N C PPL PLAY...den mi cannot go back 2 slp le... aiyo!!~ bo bian... mi wake up lo.. kk.. den go eat breakfast lo... came home.. was msgin neri.. den mama kao bei lo.. knn.. she sae i nv pack da room... hais.. suan le... den mi bo chap her... mi go n lie on my bed lo... msg neri lo... hais... kk.. den mi go watch cartoon 4 awhile jiu go slp le... was waken up ay CHERYLZ CALL.. idiotx... den mi cannot go back 2 slp again... idiotx... kk.. den mi go watch tv... eat chipx... hahas... kk... den go back 2 slp again... lols... slp til 7 plus lo.. go eat dinner lo... saw carol.. den toopid cheryl ask mi go play nite bball... slap her ar... she wan mi 2 wear pajamas go play bball.... cos mi haven changed ma... lol.. so funni... mi dun have money... dun have ez link... she ask mi go... slap her ar... but mi nv go la.. lols.. kk... den puppy called.. tml jes n puppy cumin... lols.. so funni... den mi go hougang point... go ntuc lo... but my stuffx.. hahas.. kk.. den chatted on fone wit neri lo... she called... she zai her aunty hse lo.. hahas... kk... den chat chat.. mi jiu go home le... came online... neri called lo... chatted wit bel... she veri xian... hahas... mi stil owe neri testi la.. hahas... slap her ar... hahas...




    now on da fone wit jes n bel n ****... hahas... sHhHHhH.. den bel sae she shi japanese.. den 1/4 shi indian... lols.. hahas... so funni... den tat jes... lik loud speaker... hahas... so funni... lols.. we lauf lauf lauf.. lols.. den chatted til half-way.. bel played tamil song... make mi lauf til peng... hahas... lols... den bel sae mus speak english... so funni.. lols... lauf lauf lauf... da hole con hor... so noisy... full of jes de voice... hahas... so funni... lols...





    kk.. mi now usin 2 fonex... hahas.. one fone wit neri lo... e other fone is wit bel n jes... hahas... so funni... lols..




    hmmm... mi writin testi 4 neri lo.. bully mi.. lols... kk... she angry le... oPpX!!~~ hahas.. lol... dun care her.. hahas.. no la... jkjk...



    ruth.. cheer upx kkx... dun tink so much.. no matter wad u do.. i wil stil respect ur decision de.. jia you!!~




    hmmm.. nothink 2 blog le... buaix... take carex...




    xiang ta*